a little bit of irony

it's always very annoying to have so many ideas dancing around in my head because it seems like even though i have them there i can never quite write them out in a satisfactory way.

it's bizarre.

i have a lot of ideas for writings on my blog but no idea how to put them out there. invariably it seems that while they come to mind pretty quickly, actually writing them is basically fucking impossible for one reason or another.

ironically, writing this post, a reflection on that annoying tendency, is something i can do on the spot. but not any of the actually particularly interesting ideas.

maybe i should just start a billion drafts or something. i dunno.

rest assured that the billions of thoughts may nonetheless eventually be televised in one form or another. just maybe not in the most satisfactory way.